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last SG · 2003-12-01T10:38:36+00:00

bonus coming soon!! anybody went SITEX?

KittynMeow SG

i feel like giving up.... Crying or Very sad

the Bear SG

poor girl... share your load? Neutral

KittynMeow SG

just that i give and give... i try to give a lot to a relationship and people still accuse me of taking and not giving. Does it mean only when I give in to their request for sex as and when they want it then it is counted as giving??

Giving of heart not considered giving?? Rushing down all the way to town in the middle of the night even though i was so tired i was spacing out when driving just because he wants to see me not considered giving??

i feel like giving up .... Crying or Very sad

sillyme SG

me in office too Neutral

cheer up.. this sunday baptism wor.

KittynMeow SG

that's probably why problems like these come up now... machiam like under attack like that...

the Bear SG

no... poor girl Neutral

it's not my place to say anything about your relationship Neutral

and i cannot place own principles and standards on others Neutral

so, i can only pray for you... and hope you are well.. my prayers tonight will be in part, offered for you Smile

KittynMeow SG

things happening now are like forcing me to choose between God and him... and I know fully well what choice i would rather make... i.e. God... no doubts about that.

Just an unwillingness to admit that its going to get to that stage...

sillyme SG

oh.. maybe don't spiritualise everything Smile

try your best ya? try to finish early.. and then forget about work over the weekend Smile

the Bear SG

poor girl Neutral

prayers WILL be offered for you Smile

be strong, i think you are Smile

KittynMeow SG

not say trying to spiritualise everything lah... just that I'm trying to obey on one hand but on the other I feel almost compelled to disobey becos if not, I'll lose the relationship.

sillyme SG

oh it's about relationship..

can't tell u what to do.. you know what's best for you.. Smile

KittynMeow SG

thanks bear... he actually asked me to choose between him and God but i dun want to just take it like that... i wanted to try and see if i can bring him closer to Him... but in the meantime, those double standards of his are just hurting,.... Crying or Very sad

sillyme SG

u mean he gave u an ultimatum?

the Bear SG

share with you something i feel and believe with all my heart? Smile

it may be painful... you can say no...

KittynMeow SG

yup... he told me choose God or choose him...

I want to see how long more i can fight this before i really choose...

KittynMeow SG

heh... tat's what i believe too.... mebbe i'm being stubborn, unwilling to admit defeat. I am still fighting the situation, and determined to obey, but i want to see how long more I can fight before i give in to making the choice.

sillyme SG

why fight? there's nothing to prove.. Neutral

if the Spirit convicts you of something.. then it probably should be.. it happened to me.. i fought, and i lost.. Jacob fought, but ended up with a dislocated hip..

someday we'll appreciate the choices we made.. or the situations we had to go thru..

pray, seek ya?

i'll pray for you too..

gotta go.. take care ya?

the Bear SG

love is unconditional...

i accept whoever and whatever she is because i love her, and i would not and cannot force her or compell her to do anything other that what she chooses because i respect her Smile

and whatever she does, stay or leave me, i would still love her...

unconditionally..

NeonTetra SG

hi guys

oceanic SG

sleeping soonz....

zzzzz Razz

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